The Past Relationship Derangements

Avril Lavigne:When I thought Avril hate me, I learned about things too late. Now, I feel the same way as the songs. I me her when "Sk8er BOI" came out on MTV. [1] "Daydream" video: I don't know what happened; but I did never want to hurt her. I never meant to leave her. I always thought she wanted me to stay away. [2] "Smile": I never expected HAT song. It told many things about myself that I never knew she knew. She never knew I didn't wan her o lose control for a reason. I was because I cared for her. [3] "Rock an Roll": That is an accurate song. She was always like a REAL princess to me. She has the personality and character. I always told her that; but, she my have not known I really meant it. Of course, I do not drink or take drugs, so "wasted" in her video was incorrect. The girl on girl kissing was MY programming. I always thought if she couldn't be with me, my other potential wives would take care of her; and each other. TAT's just the selfish/ greedy part of me. [4] "Let Me Go": I thought that was a very good song. I hoped she finally withdrew from me; and was not hurt anymore. I was happy about that; until I felt her hurting more. [5] "Goodbye": That son hurt me more than ever. I knew I had to stay away; but, I hurt more for doing that. I feel like I am dying when I hear that song. I saw hope in her leaving; but the room was supposed o be the room she was in in the safe house she was in for years. I had her sent to concerts by aircraft. I never knew she was alone. I thought She was with he others. [6] "Wish You Were Here": I feel like I am dying when I hear this song. I never knew she became that hurt. I never meant her to be hurt; specially not hat much. I was busy in the wars. "Crazy things you said.." and did? I never knew of that. I know absolutely nothing of those events whatever the were. I always treated Avril with respect. [7] "What the Hell": I didn't mind her freedom as long as she was happy; but, I DID get jealous. [8] "Girlfriend": I thought was a great video. I loved the content. It has a great beat. She knows she is really precious to me; as well as special. I never knew who she sung about.. [9] "Sk8er BOI": When this video came out, I met Avril the first time. She was not extremely beautifull; but, she had a great personality. [10] "Complicated": This song was confusing. I always liked a high stress and complicated life. She had many things That reminded me of myself when young. I started loving her from that. [11] "My Happy Ending": When I heard that, I knew she was going to be miserable. It was not her fault. I felt miserable for leaving her. I wanted her to have the happiest ending of all. I couldn't go back to her due to war. I didn't have friends to mention. I am a reclusive person. I only have 3 acquaintances. My "friends" went across the United States to college. I never saw the people I grew up with since 1972. [12] I do not know the exact meaning of this video. I was in the Marine Corps. She didn't know I wanted her as much as she needed me. She was never supposed to know about the war is am in. It is classified 'Top Secret". I am the last operative remaining alive. I will not be coming back from the war. [13] "I'm With You"; I never knew she expected me at any place at any time. I would never do that to her. [14}] "Hush Hush": I agreed with most of the video. I had questions also. She said "Go on and live your life". That really hurt me. We lost everything to war. I didn't mean to hurt her. She looks terrible in her photo on the album. I always hated black also. [15] "How You Remind Me": This song hurt me he most; knowing Avril was that hurt. I feel like I am dying every time I watch that video. I want to be with her to comfort her; but, I know it will also hurt her more. NOTE: Avril, I will ALWAYS love you no matter what happens. You are safe and free. Since I cannot be with you, I hope you will be happy where you are. NOTE 2: I never had further contact with Avril until about 2 years ago. We always leave each other; then, the other will join us back; then, we will do something to break up. After that, the process starts all over again. NOTE 3: After meeting Avril in Galveston, Texas, I took her. There were many people trying to kill her; so, I had to make her entire band take her. I thought it was best if they took her way and took good care of her while I fought the groups. NOTE 4: I introduced Avril and Sexy Barbi together. I had them stay together until I could return. They were very well not compatable in some ways. They were from different cities and environments. NOTE 5: When I saw Avril in one of her first concerts, she was very nervous. I told her to not care what anyone hought of her and to sing like she was practicing. I made love to her. Noone saw us. I told her about how propranolol should be obtained from a doctor if she gets nervous again. She started singing in tune and regained her thoughts. She was not very nervous after I talked with her. She was my special sweetie from then and onwards. Note 6: At the first, I didn't think Avril was the most beautifull female worldwide; but, she has a beautifull personality. I wanted to marry her. I always thought she hated me. She was most physically beautifull in "Smile". I want all of her. Britney Spears: I met her during the MTV showing of "Not s Girl, Not yet a Woman". I loved her so much, I desired to keep her. [1] "Now that I found You": I do not see her; but, if she sees me, she knows too much. I do not want her to be hurt. She is my great big sweetie. I visited her when I could. [2] "Perfume": I loved that video. She is displaying jealously. I still love her. She used appropriate wording for her video. I never realized she loved me that much. [3] "Womanizer": I never wanted her to think that. I love every one of my potential wives. I realized the second person did that. [4] "Slave 4 You": That song made me think twice. I wanted her to be free to make her own decisions. [5] "OO LaLa": That was a very intensely loving song. I love her much more now. I have to prevent the selfish possession. NOTE: After meeting Britney in Galveston, Texas, I took her. She was with someone who appeared to be her mother. She was tall. I wanted to stay with her and keep her; but I couldn't due to the war. I always regretted that. Michelle Branch: Tough I loved her very much, I didn't desire her at first. When I learned of her desires, I began to willingly desire her, also. [1] "Everywhere": this a true and correct story about not being able to breathe and being omnipotent. I was in the middle. [2] "All You Wanted": I never really wanted that. Eventually, I wanted her. [3] "Goodbye to YOU": Though I never understood why she said that, I hurt very much. I never meant to hurt her. [4] "Are You Happy Now?": I thought that would be a very good video; but, it was a horror story I cannot relate to. I do not know what caused hat. NOTE: I still hurt too much to confront her. I Always loved he as a person. I considered something deeper; but, never decided. I do not know what I said or di to make her feel the way she did; but, it wasn't her fault eighther. Taylor Swift: I never even knew about Taylor until about 2 years ago; but, she seems to know much about the wars I am in. I love her also; but, as a person. [1] "22": She really threw a curve in my attitude with that song. I really loved her then. [2] "We are Never Getting Back together again": I heard this song about 2 years ago. I really loved it. It was then I wanted to know her more. It was the First time I met her. MySpace Females: I selected every one of them to be a "friend"; but, my main objective was to take them as my wives. I love them very much. I am extremely greedy and selfish for ALL of them; including those who are married or have boyfriends. Non of that really seem to have mattered. I never felt like that about anyone. Most of the Youtube musicians are there also. __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Most Descriptive Music: [1] "With or Without You" by U2 [2] "How Can I tell You I love You" by Cat Stevens [3] "Catch the Wind" by Donovan [4] "I can't Touch the Sun" By Dr. Hook [5] "I Honestly Love You" By Olivia Newton John [6] "Angel of the Morning" By Juice Newton [7] "I Like You" By Donovan [8] "Hi It's Been a Long Time" By Donovan [9] "Catch the Wind" By Donovan [10]"Cuts Like A Knife" By Brian Adams [11]"Let's Go" By the Cars [12]"Tonight She Comes" By the Cars [13]"Dangerous Type" By the Cars [14]"Bye Bye Love" By the Cars [15]"It's All I can Do" By the Cars [16]"Magic" By the Cars [17]"You Might Think" By the Cars [18]"Video Killed the Radio Star" By The Buggles [19]"When Doves Cry" By Prince [20] "Bron Yr Aur" By Led Zeppelin _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Important Data Avril Lavigne, Britney Spears and myself only met at the time when theyyou came to Galveston, Texas. I was considering what happened between us. We only met in Galveston, Texas. A few months ago, I saw them at Youtube videos. That was the second time I ever heard from them. I did NOT even recognize them. When I saw how hurt they were, I became very upset. I knew I would never hurt them. I was involved in Avril in her 'Sk8er Boi" video. That's is all I knew. I analyzed what may be wrong in the relationship, with me, or with them. We never knew each other. I already analyzed their memory. They no longer remember much about me. Terimus of further analyses of events has been actuated. The real operatives responsible for he events was the physical entity. I resided in their Fantasy memory exclusively. I was only known by females up to the year 1980 for 100% of the outdate females; 1980-1990 for 50% of the female outdates; 1990-200 for 50% of e update females; and 200 to the present experienced 100% update females. The females who were in the safe houses were not the ones I perceived. Avril was supposedly in one of them. She was picked up by helicopter to be taken to concerts. Of the dozens of females, none of them turned out to be the ones I was supposed have had there. Some are sill in some of the houses.