Private Supplies

These are the supplies I require for daily life: [1] 2 laptop computers: [1] 1 for Internet usage: a refurbished computer would suffice [2] A computer for transferring data: with a route and router booster for 3 mile range [2] A trimble Navigation handheld computer: ruggedized [3] All in One Scanner: 4800dpi [4] 50,000 pages of polypaper [5] High resolution digital camera: Pentax or Olympus/ Replaceable lens [6] $5 million cash

Painfull Segregation

When 2 people are friends or lovers, they desire to be together 24 hours a day; or, in their waking hours. I had a friend that stayed up with me for 3 days straight. When 2 people; or even 1 is in love, the pain of being separated is intense. I fell in love with 2 females who were being treated in a burn center. I loved them so much, I desired to marry them both. They were sisters. I hurt when I couldn't see them. Every day, they would have to go to the burn clinic. I waited by window waiting to see them. Every time they were approaching by my house, I took my guitar and played beautifull music for them. I hoped they would fall in love with me, too. They did. Occasionally; if I could, I would go out and talk to the. They had 78%-80% burns over their entire body. Their hair was burned off; but, I saw through the burn. They wee beautifull. Sometimes, they would have to wear bandages over their entire head and hands. Eventually I had to move from my home. I hope they read this and contact me. I really do love hem very much. It is extremely painfull to be without friends; or someone one loves.

My Sexual Fantasies Explained

the reason I create my sexual fantasies is to make my beautifull female friends and girlfriends have sexual pleasures. I desire to really do those things to them; especially, with rape. The reason I desire to rape most beautifull females worldwide is due to how beautifull they are. I do not have time to try to be romantic, go on dates, or even wait for them. I do not want to take any chance that someone else will take them from me. I only have enough time to try to make them desire and want only me for themselves. If I could, I would make love and sex slaves out of all of them; of course, without making slaves of their minds. I do not desire to control their minds. In true love a male approaches a female to show attraction. If she responds, the male keeps showing more and more until she takes his offer to love her. hen she accepts, he tries to show her he is the best for her; and no one could be better. Sometimes, she will leave. She lets him know he is not perfect for her. He will leave also. Sometimes she will acknowledge he is the perfect one for her. Both of them become impatient and try to marry at the earliest possible time; to eliminate the possibility they will break up at a later time in their life. I feel the same way for my beautifull friends and girlfriends. Sometimes I wonder if I show them enough love. I know I cannot have them; but, I do not want to lose them eighther.
I know I cannot make them a love or sex slave because most are unwillingly to do that. I keep it as a fantasy.

My Female Friends and Girlfriends

Not one of my female friends and girlfriends has to make me love them; or have them. they do not have to regulate me, too. If any of them wants me to love them, they know I will not control their mind. I do not have to control them. When we are finished; and I leave, the next time will be as the first. Each and every time will be like the first time. They will decide what they desire. If I agree, we will get together. If I do not agree, we will wait until later. Noone is obligated to do, think or say anything they do not desire. Total freedom means total love. Only during single sided relationships, relationships lacking trust, or rape is anyone forced to do say or think anything against their will. Presently, slavery; except on a voluntary basis, is not allowed, healthy, or legal.

If I Was a God

If I was a god, I would keep every MOST beautifull femnale for myself. I would never let them go. I would cherish them and their beauty forever. I would create a special "Heaven" for them to live in; and never share them wit anyone. I would show them I love them more than anyone could ever love them; but, If they desire someone else as a husband, I would first have my other wives take care of them in love and sexually. If they do not desire that, I would let them be married to the male they chose. I would make their lives the most beautifull of al; even if I could not be he special one for them. If I could, I would make our beautifull babies in them. There would be continual peace, love, and happiness. They would be comforted by me if hey become sad, lonely, or unhappy. I would always be here for them because I love beautifull females; and everything about them. I cherish them all. And though I am selfish and greedy for hem all, I will always love them all; and desire to see them be happiest of all. Many call me a "God"; but, though I may seem godlike, I am just me. I would not be a god because I am too greedy and selfish; and excessively loving. My special beauties would have gold framed beds with mink mattresses and silk sheet. The carpet would be 2" thick mink. Their water would be extremely ionized rain water. Their foods would be pure, safe, and fresh from being 1 hour after processing. There would be a natural surrounding; but, buildings and houses would be present. Transportation would be nonpolluting electric. Their perfume would be natural scented; and sycamore or jasmine for my wives; if they preferred to wear them. My bed would be laced with jasmine vines all around it. Music would only contain beautifull words of a beautifull world and environment. Animals and pets would roam freely; but, be trained well. Jewelry would be beautifull; as well as fashions. And; even though I could be with them, I would love them forever. I would take no chances losing them or allowing them to be hurt. Noone and nothing can take their places if they are gone. If anything happened to them to take them away from me, I would hurt and cry for them every time time I think of them. My misery would not be stopped. I would make take greatest care for them so we may be happy always.

The Past Relationship Derangements

Avril Lavigne:When I thought Avril hate me, I learned about things too late. Now, I feel the same way as the songs. I me her when "Sk8er BOI" came out on MTV. [1] "Daydream" video: I don't know what happened; but I did never want to hurt her. I never meant to leave her. I always thought she wanted me to stay away. [2] "Smile": I never expected HAT song. It told many things about myself that I never knew she knew. She never knew I didn't wan her o lose control for a reason. I was because I cared for her. [3] "Rock an Roll": That is an accurate song. She was always like a REAL princess to me. She has the personality and character. I always told her that; but, she my have not known I really meant it. Of course, I do not drink or take drugs, so "wasted" in her video was incorrect. The girl on girl kissing was MY programming. I always thought if she couldn't be with me, my other potential wives would take care of her; and each other. TAT's just the selfish/ greedy part of me. [4] "Let Me Go": I thought that was a very good song. I hoped she finally withdrew from me; and was not hurt anymore. I was happy about that; until I felt her hurting more. [5] "Goodbye": That son hurt me more than ever. I knew I had to stay away; but, I hurt more for doing that. I feel like I am dying when I hear that song. I saw hope in her leaving; but the room was supposed o be the room she was in in the safe house she was in for years. I had her sent to concerts by aircraft. I never knew she was alone. I thought She was with he others. [6] "Wish You Were Here": I feel like I am dying when I hear this song. I never knew she became that hurt. I never meant her to be hurt; specially not hat much. I was busy in the wars. "Crazy things you said.." and did? I never knew of that. I know absolutely nothing of those events whatever the were. I always treated Avril with respect. [7] "What the Hell": I didn't mind her freedom as long as she was happy; but, I DID get jealous. [8] "Girlfriend": I thought was a great video. I loved the content. It has a great beat. She knows she is really precious to me; as well as special. I never knew who she sung about.. [9] "Sk8er BOI": When this video came out, I met Avril the first time. She was not extremely beautifull; but, she had a great personality. [10] "Complicated": This song was confusing. I always liked a high stress and complicated life. She had many things That reminded me of myself when young. I started loving her from that. [11] "My Happy Ending": When I heard that, I knew she was going to be miserable. It was not her fault. I felt miserable for leaving her. I wanted her to have the happiest ending of all. I couldn't go back to her due to war. I didn't have friends to mention. I am a reclusive person. I only have 3 acquaintances. My "friends" went across the United States to college. I never saw the people I grew up with since 1972. [12] I do not know the exact meaning of this video. I was in the Marine Corps. She didn't know I wanted her as much as she needed me. She was never supposed to know about the war is am in. It is classified 'Top Secret". I am the last operative remaining alive. I will not be coming back from the war. [13] "I'm With You"; I never knew she expected me at any place at any time. I would never do that to her. [14}] "Hush Hush": I agreed with most of the video. I had questions also. She said "Go on and live your life". That really hurt me. We lost everything to war. I didn't mean to hurt her. She looks terrible in her photo on the album. I always hated black also. [15] "How You Remind Me": This song hurt me he most; knowing Avril was that hurt. I feel like I am dying every time I watch that video. I want to be with her to comfort her; but, I know it will also hurt her more. NOTE: Avril, I will ALWAYS love you no matter what happens. You are safe and free. Since I cannot be with you, I hope you will be happy where you are. NOTE 2: I never had further contact with Avril until about 2 years ago. We always leave each other; then, the other will join us back; then, we will do something to break up. After that, the process starts all over again. NOTE 3: After meeting Avril in Galveston, Texas, I took her. There were many people trying to kill her; so, I had to make her entire band take her. I thought it was best if they took her way and took good care of her while I fought the groups. NOTE 4: I introduced Avril and Sexy Barbi together. I had them stay together until I could return. They were very well not compatable in some ways. They were from different cities and environments. NOTE 5: When I saw Avril in one of her first concerts, she was very nervous. I told her to not care what anyone hought of her and to sing like she was practicing. I made love to her. Noone saw us. I told her about how propranolol should be obtained from a doctor if she gets nervous again. She started singing in tune and regained her thoughts. She was not very nervous after I talked with her. She was my special sweetie from then and onwards. Note 6: At the first, I didn't think Avril was the most beautifull female worldwide; but, she has a beautifull personality. I wanted to marry her. I always thought she hated me. She was most physically beautifull in "Smile". I want all of her. Britney Spears: I met her during the MTV showing of "Not s Girl, Not yet a Woman". I loved her so much, I desired to keep her. [1] "Now that I found You": I do not see her; but, if she sees me, she knows too much. I do not want her to be hurt. She is my great big sweetie. I visited her when I could. [2] "Perfume": I loved that video. She is displaying jealously. I still love her. She used appropriate wording for her video. I never realized she loved me that much. [3] "Womanizer": I never wanted her to think that. I love every one of my potential wives. I realized the second person did that. [4] "Slave 4 You": That song made me think twice. I wanted her to be free to make her own decisions. [5] "OO LaLa": That was a very intensely loving song. I love her much more now. I have to prevent the selfish possession. NOTE: After meeting Britney in Galveston, Texas, I took her. She was with someone who appeared to be her mother. She was tall. I wanted to stay with her and keep her; but I couldn't due to the war. I always regretted that. Michelle Branch: Tough I loved her very much, I didn't desire her at first. When I learned of her desires, I began to willingly desire her, also. [1] "Everywhere": this a true and correct story about not being able to breathe and being omnipotent. I was in the middle. [2] "All You Wanted": I never really wanted that. Eventually, I wanted her. [3] "Goodbye to YOU": Though I never understood why she said that, I hurt very much. I never meant to hurt her. [4] "Are You Happy Now?": I thought that would be a very good video; but, it was a horror story I cannot relate to. I do not know what caused hat. NOTE: I still hurt too much to confront her. I Always loved he as a person. I considered something deeper; but, never decided. I do not know what I said or di to make her feel the way she did; but, it wasn't her fault eighther. Taylor Swift: I never even knew about Taylor until about 2 years ago; but, she seems to know much about the wars I am in. I love her also; but, as a person. [1] "22": She really threw a curve in my attitude with that song. I really loved her then. [2] "We are Never Getting Back together again": I heard this song about 2 years ago. I really loved it. It was then I wanted to know her more. It was the First time I met her. MySpace Females: I selected every one of them to be a "friend"; but, my main objective was to take them as my wives. I love them very much. I am extremely greedy and selfish for ALL of them; including those who are married or have boyfriends. Non of that really seem to have mattered. I never felt like that about anyone. Most of the Youtube musicians are there also. __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Most Descriptive Music: [1] "With or Without You" by U2 [2] "How Can I tell You I love You" by Cat Stevens [3] "Catch the Wind" by Donovan [4] "I can't Touch the Sun" By Dr. Hook [5] "I Honestly Love You" By Olivia Newton John [6] "Angel of the Morning" By Juice Newton [7] "I Like You" By Donovan [8] "Hi It's Been a Long Time" By Donovan [9] "Catch the Wind" By Donovan [10]"Cuts Like A Knife" By Brian Adams [11]"Let's Go" By the Cars [12]"Tonight She Comes" By the Cars [13]"Dangerous Type" By the Cars [14]"Bye Bye Love" By the Cars [15]"It's All I can Do" By the Cars [16]"Magic" By the Cars [17]"You Might Think" By the Cars [18]"Video Killed the Radio Star" By The Buggles [19]"When Doves Cry" By Prince [20] "Bron Yr Aur" By Led Zeppelin _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Important Data Avril Lavigne, Britney Spears and myself only met at the time when theyyou came to Galveston, Texas. I was considering what happened between us. We only met in Galveston, Texas. A few months ago, I saw them at Youtube videos. That was the second time I ever heard from them. I did NOT even recognize them. When I saw how hurt they were, I became very upset. I knew I would never hurt them. I was involved in Avril in her 'Sk8er Boi" video. That's is all I knew. I analyzed what may be wrong in the relationship, with me, or with them. We never knew each other. I already analyzed their memory. They no longer remember much about me. Terimus of further analyses of events has been actuated. The real operatives responsible for he events was the physical entity. I resided in their Fantasy memory exclusively. I was only known by females up to the year 1980 for 100% of the outdate females; 1980-1990 for 50% of the female outdates; 1990-200 for 50% of e update females; and 200 to the present experienced 100% update females. The females who were in the safe houses were not the ones I perceived. Avril was supposedly in one of them. She was picked up by helicopter to be taken to concerts. Of the dozens of females, none of them turned out to be the ones I was supposed have had there. Some are sill in some of the houses.

Past History Terminations

Before anything further enters out of control, I am going to terminate my relationships with many females. That way, they and myself may life more happily, safely and freely.