My Complete Life

Before june, I awakened. I did not know where I was or how I got here. I opened my eyes from what seemed like a sleep. I saw total darkness. I tried to see beyond the darkness. I saw a room with 2 windows [I identified the room later] and a statue of the "Mother Mary" in between the windows. I never verified the statue. Accordingly to the mother, it was never there. I tried to breathe. I felt a tick fluid similar to karo syrup go into my nostrils. I forcibly pushed it out. I closed my eyes and everything turned black again. [1955-1958]: I was finally born. The physical body had not sufficient blood to live; though, I subsisted. The doctor gave me 2 I.V. of blood from an uncle and the father. The blood was different in types. The doctor told the mother the baby would not live. The physical body died 3 times. After a while, I was looking in a room. I was breathing. The physical had died and the spirit extracted by someone. I was in a doctor's office. The input of data from the physical entity was primitive. I came from another place. The mother was not my own. I remembered selected things that may be usefull such as jumping off of a 2 story porch many times; then, crying to get the "mother" to take me back up, only to do the same thing again. I uttered the word I learned[Jeronimo] as "Jonimo". I also put on the mother's makeup, went to the living room, danced the "Jitterbug" dance and sang "sweet pea". I actually hated the song. As I grew up, I recognized a high pitched sound that became intense. I was destructive and curious. I wanted to know what would happen during certain circumstances; as well as if they were strong enough or testing. I destroyed everything I could find. [1958] In that year, I lived in Canada and Alaska. I tried to break into a coke machine after viewing the mother taking a coke out. I did not work, so I tried to pry the bottle cap off. It did not work. I saw an 18 wheeler and decided o climb on it. The driver told me not to touch the stack. I did, and burned my hands. I went back and tried to cool off my hands with e coke bottles. That did not work. I got treatment by the mother. Late, I tried o buy a hole [which was an open septic tank] with car parts. I saw a junkyard next to the motel. I took spark plugs, wires, and bolts; then, dropped them into the hole. After a few days, I placed he last spark plug on top. I filled up e tank. The manager caught me, took me home and told my mother about it then asked "What do you teach our children now a days?". I tried to wreck a train when the mother took me to a park. I lined up rocks and twigs. I didn't want anyone to get hurt. I synchronize the operation to thin 5 seconds. the mother picked me up. After a short while, e mother ad father took me and my brother to another place. WE saw bears here. I saw 2 baby bears in a mudhole. my 'Father" old me not o move. I crawled into he hole with the bears. The father and mother brown bears were there, also; within 5' of me. Everything turned out all right. [1958-1965] Throughout these years, I was wild; but a martial artist found me and taught me philosophy and martial arts. He was from a secret society. Many came after him also to teach me. Some were Shaolin Temple High Priests.[1961-1962] I met a girl who I wanted to marry. I knew I was not suposed to play with ils; but, I did anyway.I tried to get her to love me. I was too shy to pick up on her. After a while a boy named Ritchie wanted t play, too.I wanted  kiss her; but, He supposedly kissed her first. I kept visiting her until she said se had to lock herself up. Se did a few times. Fially se told her mother I was playing with her. Her mother asked if I knew I was not supposed to be playing with girls; and, if I was returning home.I said "Yes".I Kept seeing her until se told her father about me. He came out to greet me and asked if I knew I should not be polaying with girls. I sai "Yes". He told me to go home. I asked if I could play with his son. He said he is older. I told him I could learn from him. He said I could. After a while, he visited his friend. I went to play with Amy once more. One day she told me she was moving. I asked if she would run away with me.She said "No".She moved. I went to her empty house many tomes feeling misery from losing  her. I told myself I would get a job when I turned 18; and go worldwide to fid her and marry her.From then on I asked everybody every question about he and how o contact her.Whn I was 7, a tall boy met me inthe middle of the street. He told me she ied in a plane crash. I cried off and on day and night or 9 years.  [1963-1965] In that year, I was playing with a neighbor's daughter. She was younger than myself. I asked her what Santa Clause was going to bring her for Christmas. She told me here was no such thing as Santa Clause. I argued with her futily; then, went to the mother to tell her about it. My "mother" asked "What's Wrong?". I old her; then asked if she could talk to Dana's mother. My "mother" said "It is time you knew. There is no Santa Clause.". That was all she had o say. From tat day and onwards, I never believed anyone again. I raised myself. I taught my self philosophies, religion, and beliefs. I thought if she lied to me about that, there is nothing I could trust her with tat may be true unless I verify it anyway. That was the beginning of my true life. I did what I wanted accordingly to my own restrictions. I studied chemistry. I had chemistry sets every year for Christmas from the age of 5 to about 15. I also had microscope sets also. I wanted to learn about astronomy. I as reclusive. I did not stay around anyone. I wanted to learn about everything in my room. My "father" made me go o play with others. At the age of 6, I found a girl that was unusually beautifull. I wanted to marry her. I asked her to move in with me at my house. She said she couldn't. I asked "my" mother. She said 'No" also. After I was 7, she moved away. I wanted to search for her worldwide. I just needed time to calculate how. When I was 9, I was told she died in a jet crash when the airline she was on crashed. The males of the family lived; but the females died. I cried for her from the age of 9, to the age of 18; at the least once every day and night. I grew up around strange people . I learned how to play some sports, board games, billiards, and other things. I learned to roller skate, skateboard, and experiment. I was extremely shy and embarrassed about myself. I didn't know exactly what I should do or say that would be accepted. I remained quiet for most of the rest of my life. I "Fell in love" many times with many females. I wanted them very much. I hurt being without them. I was never courageous sufficiently to talk with them. I turned to autoeroticism and fantasizing. It seemed sufficient; but, I wanted marriage also; with ALL of them. School was a large challenge. I could not understand what people were saying until the age of 28. Everything everyone said had multiple meanings. [1973-1975] At this time, I was in the United States Marine Corps band at MCRD [Marine Corps Recruit Depot] in San Diego, California. [1976-1977] I found a female I loved again. I wanted to marry her. She was a slave to a drug addicted "mafia" operative. She was raped by him; as well as he making her have local motorcycle gangs when she didn't cooperate. I was furious. I asked her if she wanted me to get rid of hem for her; but, she said 'No". I regretted not doing anything. She disappeared. I didn't see her again. I searched for her; but couldn't find her. She quit he job where she worked. I hurt for years afterwards. I wanted he for my wife. Her name was Peggy Doss. The mafia operative threatened me saying he was mafia. He introduced me to his boss. e said there was 3 ways to get out of the mafia now tat I knew who they were: [1] Kill myself [2] They would kill me [3] Work for them and die in the mafia. Immediately, I thought, I will go for option 4; To kill THEM. I had fun placing the big boss in prison. The other operative moved. He raped Peggy's 3 year old girl, and threw her against the ceiling of the mobile home they were in. He hire a hit man who missed me. He knew I was Furious. I HATED not killing all of them. Instead, I contacted the O.C.C.U. of he sheriff's department [Organized Crime Control Unit]. They handled everything. [1977] I worked in many companies from this time. I took welding courses from Daniel's International. The instructor was a welder from NASA. I took nursing and pharmacology from the local college; but, did not finish it. I worked building seismographic trucks for Western Geophysical Com[ay. I also worked as a security guard on ships under federal government confiscations, fabricated boat trailers as a welder, worked as a longshore worker, worked as a pipefitter's helper, took OSHA courses and pipefitting courses, and I worked construction at refineries. [1977-1980] I took Chemical engineering technology; but did not finish it. I moved to Wisconsin in 1980. I worked many jobs including Industrial radiographer , welder/fabricator, long shore, and others. In 1979, I went to the country due to excessive lonliness. I didn't which was worse; to be alone in society miserably, or to be in the wilderness alone miserably. I had to come back due to being evicted from the city I entered. [1980-1985] I lived in Madison and Middleton, Wisconsin for about a year. I taught Martial arts there. I had to leave due to extreme chaos there. I came back in 1980. From 1980-1985, I was in a major war with government defects of Police to Counterintelligence Agencies. It is still in effect. I was blamed for reporting events weeks, months or years before they occurred. I investigated many people. I had a credential in the "Presidential Task Force" under George Bush; but, when I found sufficient evidence to place him in death row over 600 times, the war became personal with government defects. I was in the middle of the war regarding "Rodney King" incident. I met an ex-convict released on the streets with other life imprisonment and death row convicts released on the streets. I rained him to obtain a job and survive the world. In these years, the government was fighting the Russian Intelligence. "President" Bush stated there were Russians listening to the White House. They were; in actuality, using psyops and psywar against the white house members. The Navy Counterintelligence was terminated due to Lt. Col. Reidel and Major Harris operations. Major Harris hired Major Bradley to terminate me with homosexuals. Females were being kidnapped by mafia. Harold Fattig used his brown van to kidnap many females. The usual entrapment was to rape females, torture them into submission, have them pretend to enjoy sex; then, send their friends and husband the video copies. they also photographed them and placed the photos in Playboy and other magazines. A main method of termination is to rape females by numerous males who raped them every day and night. They only rested when fed. Usually; after the leader announced his arrival, they injected the females with insulin. They had massive quantities of insulin they received by taking a tiny pill many times a day that produced diabetic type syndromes. Doctors prescribed the drugs. A man named Rick Brown usually injected his victims with warm water and pumped the syringe. He claimed it placed the female in shock. Rick Brown had a "brother" named John Brown. John had a healthy bodybuilding appearance. They stated they were "in charge of raping 12-14 year olds.". Rick was a bartender then A mafia operative named Joe Selly ran a bar he called Trammps. He used homosexuals for his "buckwheats" [blackmailed operatives]. 8 Mexicans in a small blue car and 3 caucasian males in a green pickup truck beat and killed Joe on the Galveston beach. Rick Brown brought over a Cambodian that went by the name "Kim Son Chau". "Kim" had a young boy with him about the age of 16-18. Kim was a cannibal. He left headless bodies on the Galveston beach. I let him stay at my residence for approximately 1.5 years. He stated cannabals only eat black people. White people are too salty. He had Kim Son Chau's .45 pistol and passport with Visa. He sold the pistol in a Denver, Colorado Pawn shop. He lived there with a wife. If angered, he would say "I eat you liver.". He was not a bad person; nor, was he insane. He ate the hearts of people for courage, brains of people for knowledge and the liver of people for purifying his blood. He stated he only ate people equal or greater to himself. His family trained him in those procedures as a tradition. It was a religious type of rite. "David Wilson" raped his 3 year old son because he was crying. When his son did not stop crying, he cut hiss throat, cooked him and ate him. Carmelia was his wife. She is the daughter of Mirla Suayan of Galveston. Mirls purchased "Chinese Pork" from a company in Houston, Texas. It was human meat. I never convinced her to take me to the company to report it. Her husband died "Mysteriously". Many Bodybuilding types of male operatives performing the rapes shot at the F.B.I. many times with pistols, rifles, shotguns, and machine guns. David Wilson always stated about me "He knows too much. He needs to be terminated.". He knew I knew everything about him. He left and came back in 1986; then, once again in 1990. He has been tracking me continuously. [1986-1990] A that time period, he entire Intelligence agencies were fighting me. I realized I was in a major war. The main war began at that time. In the 1986 era, I stepped on a rusty nail. I went to the emergency room for treatment. The "doctors" who were there were instructed to terminate me. I did not know what they injected me with; but, I thought it to be a tetanus shot. It was deep scarlet red. After I went home, I dropped to the floor paralyzed from head to toe. Throughout a period of a few weeks, I trained myself to move, sit; then, stand. My teeth fell out in large pieces 3 days later; and for a few years. I urinated blood for 6 years. Supposedly, David Wilson was part of tat. Major Harris and Lt.Col. Reidel of the Marine Counterintelligence Agency knew of the incident. [1992] At this year, the agent Ivy of the narcotics squad set me up with a crack cocaine charge after I called the Squad 3-4 times at the least per week for 3 months. I instructed them to send a jump out van to pick up the dealers who refused to leave my house. I was prosecuted for the crack. The dealer went free after a few days in jail prior to my bust. Agent Lopez of the Police and Agent Trevino of the detectives were part of the conspiracy. I have death row charges on them presently with e G.N.A./G.S.A. They are on permanent archive. [2000-2006] I met with many professional musicians that I found on MTV. I made intimate contact with them. I visited with them occasionally. Among the musicians were other people who were actresses, models and supermodels; as well as others. I wanted them as wives. Eventually, I had over 1 billion females that were found by satellites. I concentrated on getting all of he MOST beautifull females as my wife. I had other operations to perform regarding government type operations. All of those were classified 'Top Secret" or higher. In this year, I moved from Galveston, Texas [720 Winnie] to Baytown, Texas. I lived there for a while before moving to Texas City, Texas where I am Presently stuck in. At this time, I am the ONLY operative remaining with evidence and knowledge of events and criminal operations. [2007- 2008] I lived with a female who I met. Her name is Tammy Gordy. She liked me very much. I liked her also very much. I worked as a lawnscaper and tree trimmers helper. I had to move later. I moved to a car lot. [2009] I moved to a car lot and stayed until today. I am in the middle of a fatal war. I am completely stuck here. I may not have a future now due to the hazards of the war. [2010-2015] In these years, the government hired many criminals; especially Homosexuals from "Dr. Spyncter" , that Agent Petry [A.K.A. Agent Patry] hired. I accrued excessive damage to my body from electronics warfare from Intelligence Agencies. Patry stated "There will be nothing left of you.". These people stripped my spirits and linked them onto criminals to kill them. The spirits are extremely good. The government scattered the spirits across the world. Some females also "kidnapped" my spirits. Many songs explained what happened. I was not aware of the incident until; sometimes, years later. I worked for a black male in Channelview, Texas [near Houston], for a few days. The building was not sterile. It had blood coming from pipes laying on the ground. It had a wedding chapel in back; with a dual small house for the husband and wife. A pipe was hanging above the large room. It had no connections to anything; nor, was the end capped. It ran to a large natural gas meter. It was known as a surgeons clothing Laundromat. 3 Foreigners owned it. It was located across the street from a school that was near a highway. I smelled a decaying human body near the back door. The washer I saw seemed to be a cooker. It was designed similarly to a dryer; but had high heat. It was stainless steel with a custom electronic controls. ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ [1990-2013] During these years, things were the best and worst of all. I had special satellites and electronics search for; and find, the MOST beautifull females worldwide. I was told to get cable and MTV. I did. Thee I found the MOST beautifull musicians such as Avril Lavigne, Britney Spears, Sade, Michelle Branch and others. I wanted most of them or myself. I noticed some were beautifull outside [Physically] and some were beautifull in personality. Very few were beautifull in both. I began having relationships with many of them. Everything was going well. I was going to get them ALL to marry me. It was about to come up; then, I found something very vital. I hurt many of hem very much. I hurt very much for them. I thought it was best to leave them so they could be happy. They hurt more. I tried to make many of them angry at me so would not hurt. It worked. I analyzed everything and everyone; including myself, for what went wrong. I concluded we experienced "Transmogrificational Transadmixturation". That form of contact would have been fatal for many, harmfull to others, and injurious to others with a feeling of happiness and content; as well as pleasure. My pleasure was killing tem. I created a method of deadmixturation. It worked on the females. I isolated them and separated them from me. The government defects learned my techniques and used them to attempt o kill me and the females. I became extremely miserable; but, I knew I had to set the females up with marriage so they would not notice me; and so the may be happy. I could not find anyone or them; but, my satellites did. Some of the females persisted to finding me and being with me. I sill love hem all; but, I do not desire to hurt or kill hem, so I stay away... I calculated how I could sill be with hem [Through Rape for some]; but it may not last long.. I am by fate, going to be miserably reclusive and lonely. [2014-2015] Presently, I am experiencing many conditions; as well as, complications. Here are some of the conditions: At the first, I had these conditions: [1] Asthma [2] Chronic Bronchitis [3] Emphysema [4] Apnea [5] C.O.P.D. [6] Severe; and critical Acid Reflux: The acid Reflux occurred approximately in the year 2000. I began taking Zantac for treatment. The zantac worked. The dosages were 150 mg Zantac up to 3 times per week. The dosages elevated to 2 doses per day Later, I began having acid reflux symptoms more often. That caused moderate discomfort. Pain began occurring at a level 3 [of 10]. My esophagus was extremely painfull ; ocassionally, after eating. The pain was a level 6 or greater [to a level 8]. In late 2014, I had to take cough drops to be capable of eating. Mucous within my throat was too thick for allowing food to be sent to the stomache. The mucous was white with a viscosity [thickness] of cooking oil [minimally]; and, cold pancake syrup. Flow at an incline was minimal or not present. Thick mucous would not flow down a 45 degree or greater incline. That indicated a superinfection of the throat. Drinking fluids resulted in the deposit of fluids on my esophagus. The fluids were only flowing down the esophagus. Approximately January 1, 2015, I could not eat anything solid. I could only take fluids. Malnutrition was present due to excessive dehydration from infections. Present treatments: [1] Aloe Vera : For iodine antimicrobial [ antibacterial, antibiotic] [2] Cat’s Claw: an extreme antibiotic [3] Nutrient Drink: for food replacements [4] Centrum Liquid Vitamins: For nutrients [5] Vegetable Juice: For Nutrients [not efficient] [6] Vitamin Water: For B vitamins and potassium Requirements: [1] Potassium: For heart regulation [2] Intravenous nutrients: For nutrients [3] Intravenous antibiotics: For infection [4] Hydration __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ My Female Friends and Girlfriends: Not one of my female friends and girlfriends has to make me love them; or have them. they do not have to regulate me, too. If any of them wants me to love them, they know I will not control their mind. I do not have to control them. When we are finished; and I leave, the next time will be as the first. Each and every time will be like the first time. They will decide what they desire. If I agree, we will get together. If I do not agree, we will wait until later. Noone is obligated to do, think or say anything they do not desire. Total freedom means total love. Only during single sided relationships, relationships lacking trust, or rape is anyone forced to do say or think anything against their will. Presently, slavery; except on a voluntary basis, is not allowed, healthy, or legal. __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

My past "Wives"

Since the 1980's, government defects intercepted my contact to others. I was redirected. The females who knew me, knew one of a few: [1] The physical spirit [2] Me from a distance [3] Me personally at occasions Many were there who saw me. Among those were MTV music video artist groups, society, international, models/ supermodels, actresses, and others. Noone found me at the present; except Britney Spears who also contains a special 'Archive" of everything. the video must be talked to actuate. Once actuated, video archives may be seen such as "Sexual", "Comedy", War", and other archives. Many were hurt by an 'Entity" that impersonated me; but, is collinear to me. Cimorelli music group knows of that data. In the early 1970's, a video was thought to be shown. In the 1980's a video about me was shown on television . It was named "The Entity". Cameras could not capture me. The incidents were of no fault of the females I Loved. I presented myself to them in ways That were special to me. I was greedy and selfish. "My Spirit" that was not very good took my place and cause chaos and destruction. Soon afterwards, tried to kill everyone he knew. I tried to hold on. I loved them; but, they fought against me trying to kill me. I left finally for a while. I only went to see them occasionally. they were in love with the one that hated them. I was in love with the one that hated me. Many things occurred. "My spirit" "loved them and left them". He hated them after starting a relationship. I kept loving them. They hated me. Finally, I had to depart due to not being compatable with them. I couldn't remain even though I desired to. I was hurt very much by those I fought against that were in my way. I was almost killed. I am still fighting the people they sent to me. I could not tell anyone what happened to me because I didn't want them to be hurt; but, it was something they not only knew about; but started. They were tricked into thinking I was someone else. Now, the damage to me is critical. I cannot be with, see, or even be around the females any longer without hazards existing from attacks. Everything is still chaotic; but, they are well. I am still blamed for things; but, I said it is better for them to be angry than it would to be hurt. I caused hem to be angry for that reason. Everything is closed and finished. Every one of them knew what happened and to who; usually only ones I didn't know about: [1] Taylor Swift Knew about the war [2] Cimorelli knew of where I was at [3] Avril Lavigne knew how I felt about her; but, not about others [She fell in love with me; but, I didn't desire her]. I had her before she knew anything about me. I wanted her and to take care of her. I was the one that made her fall in love with me. [4] Britney Spears still knows about me. She has a complete archive on everything [Neighther of us loved; but we got together anyway] [5] Michelle Branch loved me; but, I didn't want her when we were together. [6] Sade knew about the extent of my love [This will be completed at a later date]

Why Females Love Me

Females love me for many reasons. Thee are positive as well as negative things about me. Here are some of the positive and negative ways: [1] Positive: They know I LOVE beautifull females. If I love them; it is because I truly love them; even to the point of marriage. [2] Positive: They can completely trust me. [3] Positive: They know I will take care of them. [4] Positive: They know I love the enough to want to make a baby in them. [5] Positive: I can make them take me all of the way in them and still take care of tem; even if I make them come hard. [6] Positive: I make them come accordingly o as they should; Not too hard or mild. [7] Positive: I will never try to change hem. [8] Positive: I love their look when the are loved; as well as how they sound and smell. [9] Negative: I hate cosmetics and perfumes/ colognes when I make love to tem. [10] Positive: hey know if they lose themselves to me, I will give it back. I will never strip them of love. [11] Positive: They know they are free; after making love; to go, do, and think as they desire. If hey desire to come back, they may. [12] Positive: Females love how I make them smell our baby making juices that are combined together. [13] Negative: Females know they cannot rule over me or control me. [14] Positive: Females know I love them for who they are. I completely detest anyone who tries to play someone they are not. [15] Positive: Females know they may let go totally with me without losing themselves. [16] Positive: females know I am there to take good care of them. [17] Positive: Females know they are not obligated to think, say, do, or know anything anything other than what they desire. They do not love to be in love or be in a relationship with me. [18] Positive: females know I desire them a special friend and wife. [19] positive: Females know I will help teach them self control when they lose themselves. [20] positive: Females know I can love them in every way from aggressive to extremely and ultimately passionate. [21] Positive: Females know I love hem so much I am extremely jealous, greedy, an selfish for them; without burdening them with those traits. [22] Females love to smell my passionate kisses. In every ay, females realize I want to make hem feel pleasure; as well as to love them. They know they do not have to think, say or do anything but what they desire. If they desire to leave, they are free to leave. I tell them they are too beautifull and sweet to have to be jealous of others. They know no one will take me away from them; or to change me. It is normal for me to feel at way. Females love how I love heir personality, beaut, and scent so much I am greedy and selfish for hem. They know they are ultimately loved even if they do not love me that much; or, at all. They come knowing I love hem that much. The also love knowing they do not have to love me, or do anything for me to love hem that much. They also know I wait for hem to love me back one day when they are ready; If we are compatable. I do not create expectations. Some even love to be raped so they are not responsible for my actions, do not have o feel obligated; and still receive he love they desire. Not ALL females may be raped comfortably; or at all.

Baby Products

In the future, extremely sterile baby products will be available to mothers. Here are a few products: [1] Extremely chemical resistant Teflon PFE plastic Bottles, bibs, dinnerware, and table top covers that tie under the table top, and all other plastic product replacements. [2] For middle class people, 316l stainless steel metal product replacements. For rich people, Platinum metal products. [3] Lye [Sodium Hydroxide] Cleanser. This is a powerfull alkaline cleanser that will kill almost ALL micoorganisms. It was used up to the early 1900's as soap. It was created from wood ashes by mothers. [4] Hood for baby changing. This hood circulates warm air and removes baby odours created from diaper changing routines. [5] Teflon air filtration systems tat remove everything from the air. HEPA filters for chemical removal; as well as odour removal, submicron filters for particle removal, and prefilters for dirt and dust removal. Dust may carry dust mites which may be harmfull to allergic babies. [6] Pyrex glassware is not well with babies. I prefer to use Kimax. Kimax is non leaching; and used by research laboratories in chemistry for its properties to remain sterile. Due to extremely high costs, Teflon PFE and platinum are not normally used in the home. Both are chemically resistant to almost every chemical known; and EVERY chemical listed in the Merck Index [This book contains a list of every chemical ever created]. Another plus is polypaper for writing. This paper may be sterilized in chemicals with no effects. It is used in laboratories where accidental spills may be present. The polypropylene paper is chemically resistant to many chemicals. These are products I would use if I had a baby. they are the ultimate products. Teflon data is located at: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Perfluoroalkoxy http://www2.dupont.com/Teflon_Industrial/en_US/tech_info/prodinfo_pfa.html http://www2.dupont.com/Teflon_Industrial/en_US/assets/downloads/DuPont_Teflon_PFA_340_Product_Info_K26135.pdf Platinum data is located at: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Platinum The Merck Index is located at: http://www.rsc.org/publishing/merckindex/index.asp [It may be ordered at your local library] Data regarding chemicals may be obtained through MSDS [Material Safety Data Sheets] online.

Females I Desire to Marry

There are many females I desire to marry including: [1] All of my friends at MySpace [2] Britney Spears [3] Avril Lavigne [4] Ryan Newman [5] Female models at Kohl's [6] Jaime Pressley [7] Vanessa Hudgeons [8} Selena Gomez [9] Zooey Deschanel [10] Leighton Meester [11] Vivi [The female librarian at Texas City] [12] Carly Rae Jepson [13] Jennifer Sky [14] Jennifer Lopez [15] Jessica Alba [16] Rachel Zoe [17] Rachael Ray [18] Jennifer Anistan [This list is not complete. it will be more completed later].

I have over 1,000 girlfriends at Myspace. I also accrued many true girlfriends at Facebook; but, some alcoholics kicked me off of Facebook. I have another 1800 girlfriends at AsiaMe.com

I have 3.8 billion girlfriends worldwide that I want to marry. I am not compatible with anyone.

Messages to My Special Friends and Girlfriends

My main messages are at:
myspace-friends-girlfriends.blogspot.com
"I Mean Well for You": Sometimes I maybe seem overbearing and abusive; but, I mean well for all of you. Naturally, I will always love you as a person; but, sometimes I slip and tell you how I love you way more. I think of you often when I wonder how you feel about me; I wonder if you are doing well. I wonder if you are happy. I DO care for you as a person also; even if we cannot meet. I will always love you in many ways: as a person, as a friend, as a "lover", and as a "Husband". I will always cherish our friendship very much. I would not try to do anything; but, nourish our friendship. Recently, a very special sweetie came to visit me at the local library in Texas city, Texas. I usually go there every day. She said "Hello". I said "How's it going?". Suddenly, I felt an overwhelming love for her. I wanted to rape her there. I hesitated to think maybe I should take her to the lavatory first. After a short while, she departed. Noone ever did THAT to me before. I had to use great effort to control myself. I became so greedy, selfish, and loving, I did not care about my environment. I am happy she was free from my advances; but, I desired to visit with her also. I learned to meditate to control myself further. All of you are the MOST beautifull females worldwide truly. I am extremely greedy, selfish, and sometimes too loving; but, I always control myself. I hope the same thing would not happen if we ever meet; but, I will use self discipline to prevent anything from happening. WE are all very sensitive people. People tend to not like us very much. WE have each other ; but, only at a distance. I guess deep inside I desired to be as a husband to you, so I wrote stories in my blogger website Robert_hocker in my "sexual fantasies and realities" folder to make love to you at a distance. I hoped you would read the stories; but, I knew they were too much for you. I hoped maybe in a world of chaos and hate, I would be the special person in your life. It didn't matter to me if you had a boyfriend or were married. I wanted to be the "One" for you. I knew I had to suppress your love and mind so I could love you; so, I said to keep your love and mind closed. Think of us in any ay you desire. I wanted to make your future the MOST beautifull of all. My work prevents us from meeting each other; as well as my intense love for you, and possible transmaladmixturation [see my medical folder]. I hope our friendship will grow to the highest of all still; but, you are too beautifull and sweet to only have as a friend. I guess we are just stuck with each other from distance. Even though we live different lifestyles,I am extremely flexible. Even tough I do not live certain lifestyles, I enjoy other lifestyles similarly to music and flowers. The music I play at YouTube is much different from what I listen to; but, I like all of the songs. I just want you all to know I love you just as you are; and always will. I am here for your worst times equally as well as for your best times. I will always a trustworthy and loyal friend through everything. There is nothing you can tell me hat will change that; no matter what it may be. I hope you will remain as friends for a lifetime. That is what I desire most of all. I hope you will desire that also. No matter how far you want to go in our relationship, I am there waiting __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ "I will always Love You"; I will always love you; but, do not love me back. Learn to be loved first; then maybe later love me back. Remember, if we will be friends for life, we have plenty of time to determine how far we will go and when. There isno hurry; when we have the rest of our lives to decide whayt and when to do. If somethying was not meant to be, it is best to never have experienced it; than to experience it and withdraw. What I think is me; what you think is you. It has to be that way always; no matter what. That is what makes a perfect friendship. Freedom to think and do as you desire is the ultimate of all friendships and relationships of any ytpe. Never feel obligated to think or do anything. Always be yourself. That is what I love about all of you... Who you are. And, remember, you will not have timec to love me anyway; because you will be too busy being loved. And if you ever get sad, go to my Youtube and read my comments in my " My Comical Comments" folder. Hopefully, that willcheer you up. I also have music of every type; very few which are bad songs, that you may listen to. __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ "My Remaining Friends": I had over 1,000 friends before the change to the new MySpace. I have a little over 600 remaining friends. To those who departed, I hope they will be the happiest of all. Not everyone is compatable with each other or me. I will still love them all; and miss them all; but, I have to let them leave in peace. I cannot ask them back. They will be back if hey desire. To all of you who remained, I thank ypou very much for remaining. You make my life very beautifull. I hope we all continue to be together for life. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ "I Greedily tried to Take You" To All of you most beautifull female friends and girlfriends of mine, I tried to trick you once more. I think it is only fair to tell you what I do; to allow you to defend yourselves in the future. I know we cannot be together due to transadmixturation potential, So I desired if I could not have you face to face, I desired to take you with my stories and fantasies. I also explained how to defeat the effects of the stories; but, I wanted to make you fantasize on beautifull love. The stories involved rape so you would not fall in love or feel obligated to love me back; or, be in a relationship. I know I am greedy and selfish; but, I will not change it. You are updates and I am an outdate. WE are strongly attracted towards each other. I want to take the best care of you of all. I truly love you and meant what I wrote to you about love. If I could, I would make our beautifull baby in ALL of you. and keep you for my wives for real. I truly desire you that much. I already experienced one incident where I almost raped a friend to make her have our baby and marry her. It took Great effort to control myself. I thought I would do the same to you; but, I do not know. I meditated to prevent that from happening again; but, in transadmixturation, it is a natural instinct to love or fight. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ "You are Free Once More" I rape you; make you feel beautifull. You feel me making love to you. You come hard for me. My passionate love makes you feel beautifull. Then.... I am gone. You are free once more. You received what you wanted and needed; but, could not find anywhere else.. You were loved without obligation. __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ "Moving Away from my "Wives"" When I become too old to take care of you, I want to find someone who will take care of you and be the best husband you could ever have. I would trick you by convincing you it would be beautifull to have someone like him, move away slowly until time to leave permanently. In that way, you would not be around; or be hurt, when It is time for me to go. _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ "Passionate Love" You are asleep. It is 06:00 A.M. I uncover your beautifull body. I massage you all over while you pretend to be asleep; then, I use my mouth on your love button. I suckle and lick gently. You move back and forth uncontrollably. It feels so good. Your whole body instantly feels love surging through it. You moan passionately..."Ummmmm"... I have the curtains to your window pushed to the side. You notice it is dark blue outside. You shiver in pleasure..."Ummmmm".. The shivers quickly become mild spasms. Your juices come out of you while I push gently and slowly all the way into you. We both come together..Ummmm/Mmmmmm/Ummmmm/Mmmmm. You look outside. The sun is just coming out. "Ummmm"/ "Mmmmm"/ "Ummmm" "/Mmmmm". It is so beautifull. We made our sunrise baby. Your body is filled with moderately mild passionate love. You feel tingly, loved, passionate; and, in love. It is so romantic. You fall asleep once more. "Ummmmm". _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Comical Creations

[1] [ I did NOT create this comedy] Who pushed the outhouse over the cliff?:a hillbilly that has 2 sons, smashed through his doorway in fury yesterday and asked his sons: "who pushed the outhouse over the cliff?" neighther of the 2 sons said anything. the father said: "let me tell you a story about the father of our country, George Washington. When George Washington was a boy, he chopped down the cherry tree in his back yard. When his mother asked him who chopped down the cherry tree, George Washington said I cannot tell a lie, I chopped down the cherry tree. The mother; then, gave him cookies and milk for telling the truth". Immediately, one of the sons said "I pushed the outhouse over the cliff.". The father beat him up severely. after he was finished the son asked "why is it that when George Washington chopped down the cherry tree, he got cookies and milk when he admitted to it; but, when I admit to pushing the outhouse over the cliff, I get beaten nearly to death?". The father said"because when George Washington chopped down the cherry tree, his father wasn't in it". [2] THE NEW ANTI-MARIJUANA BUZZ-N-LIKE-A-BUMBLEBEE PROJECT: There have been many programs to eliminate marijuana from the streets of society. none of them were very effectual. I have created a new program called 'BUZZ-N-LIKE-A-BUMBLEBEE PROJECT THAT IS THE MOST EFFECTIVE PROGRAM TO ELIMINATE MARIJUANA OUT OF SOCIETY. As a representative to this project, I recommend a few basic methods of totally eliminating marijuana from the public quickly.the methods are as follows: [1]roll bigger joints [2]smoke faster [3]have a many friends at parties as possible to assist in eliminating the marijuana [4]when possible, use a double bubble bong or 6' tall hookah pipe [5]use a fish aquarium air pump to help burn it up quicker. when home alone, the pump is great to get your dog, cat, or hamster hammered. [6]eliminate the use of slow burning papers [7]help your local neighbor to be buzzin' like a bumblebee [8]do you have a neighbor that has a dog that barks all of the time? maybe what the dog needs is a little vitamin T [tetrahydracannabinol] in his dog food bowl [9]bake weed cakes and brownies for your local YMCA [10]throw weed brownie fund raisers for those complaining of drugs in your neighborhood. let them help do their part to get marijuana off the streets [11]never buy just ounces¦buy 500 pound bales instead Remember, it is everyone's responsibility to take drugs out of society.do your part to smoke more, smoke faster, and eliminate weed from reaching school children.by doing your part to spark up more Js, you will feel better[in fact much better]about yourself for your contributions. Here is what a few contributors to the project have to say I'm in the ozone layer, dude; from your suggestions just buzzn' I went to places even Dr. Spock couldn't get me out of buzz eldrin I think I'm gonna join NASA and be a space cadet wayupthere my wall paint is starting to look much better donediditandgone that was a hip suggestion, dude. i got a major fly high without a pilots liscense flynhigh I observed a correlative coefficiency of floccinnaucinnihilipilificationic functionality within my intracerebrisical and intrvernacularic infrastructuration technobuzzr i'm gonna start a new tv show called the bong show bongedwiththewind it's making my vitamin P[pcp]taste funny, dude dustNthawind I'm a health nut.i prefer sunny d 25[orange sunshine lsd 25]D'd2D'd I be huffin' on the Mr. T like a pufferfish fishface I got off the ball[8 ball]and got on the stick[thai stick]allthaidup I've been watching my toilet for hours for alligators seeugator Those who contribute most to the project will receive a free Fraxinella bush. the Fraxinella bush[also known as the biblical burning bush]releases gases into the air; then spontaneously ignites in a large flame[great for lighting those J’s]without harming itself.it is reusable, and is a perpetual ignition source for your smoking needs.it is also great for marshmallow cookouts when chronically buzzed. Join now, and support the elimination of marijuana from the streets. I, Robert Hocker, am keeping an anonymous profile in this project in this organization; so, do not write to me for information. [3] I HATE psychic hotlines.I called a psychic hotline to get advice about my future. the female on the other end said "hello?';so, I did what was supposed to be done...nothing. she hanged up on me. I called back again. again she said "hello?'. I replied "well?". she asked "well, what?". I asked if this was a psychic hotline. she said "yes". so, I waited. after a few minutes of silence, she finally asked "what is it you want?". now, I may not be the brightest person on the earth; but, I had to ask "didn't you expect my call?". she replied "no". isn't that irritating? I asked "well, if this is a psychic hotline; and you are a psychic , you should have expected my call, and began giving me advice." she hung up. what is the world coming to? [4]ALL mail carriers are free from prosecutions for being rude, kicking dogs, spraying dogs with mace and other crimes. The United States Post Office claimed in court " our mail carriers are liscensed to go postal". [5] My Perfect Memory:recently a doctor asked me if I had problems remembering things. Of course, I said "No. Not at all. In fact, there is absolutely nothing I ever remember forgetting about." Yeah, buddy; that ought to teach 'em. Age does not always involve forgetfulness. [6] NASA is Looking for a Few Good People: NASA is now hiring people for their space cadet program...after a few years, a person may become a space admiral. Anyone who desires to become a space cadet may contact NASA at 1BigSpaceCadet.com. [7] " Smoker's Warning ":I used to smoke. It is a known and proven fact that parents who smoke have children who will smoke also. I started off small; then, got more and more obsessed with smoking. I would; at the first, occasionally cold smoke a neighbor's dog that barked too much; then, progressed to smoking neighbors who were crack heads. Smoking is addicting; and though maybe fun, may lead to serious social problems. Quitting "cold turkey" doesn't work. I tried it. I took My guage, went to my neighbors turkey farm in their back yard.I lit up their butt, and smoked 35 turkeys before giving up. Yeah, buddy, the neighbors went into a major conniption fit. So, do yourself a favour and Stop smoking....[LOL. just kidding]... [8] "Human History": 5 million B.C.: Austraphiticus [Kenya] 2.5 million B.C.: Homo Habilis [Kenya]/ Homo Erectus [Tanyika] 1.75 B.C.: Zinjanthrapus [Tanjanyika] 1.5 million B.C.: Homo Erectus [Kenya] These are the earliest human species. In the chart above, it is easily seen that 2 species of "Homos" originated in Kenya [probably due to lack of females]. The spies of "Homos" spread worldwide; and thrive I every country. It is evident that 'Homos" were present since 2,5 million B.C. [9] "Vacuum Cleaner Sales": Purchase Mr. Clean Machine vacuum cleaners. They are the best because they suck big time.